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28/1/2012

End the Chinese new year soon, i am so lost~ because i going to go back the hell school and study. I cannot explain why i hate it and why i suffer it..No one will know, when i was telling them i am very stress...They even don't know ever.. I am fear about it. Yesterday, i just knew 3 people guys, they are josh's friend. They are quite fun and friendly, and i know a lot of interesting news from them. had one guy told me, they was thinking and guess what subject i studying now...But the guy guess in the first time, he said you are designer...i am so surprise about it. And something he told me, i felt like i am looser.. i know i can’t say anything at that moment, even i know i am unhappy. cos i know what is situation i am. Today, you also ask me something like the same question, suddenly mood is freaking down. I know you not think like don’t believe me. Just I don’t have any confidence to tell you, what is wrong and what is right. In front of you I just can be idiot. Quite sad about it. Tomorrow is Sunday already. Two more days, I need to finish up all the assignment, hope tomorrow I got the heart to do all the assignment. Time to say good night.